Veins and arteries curl into their own maze
And tangled mess of blood and gore.
Feel your nerves tighten and clasp together
So tight,
So tight you might explode.
See your fingertips gripping the silver tim of the table,
If you loose it now you might crash through the ceiling
Because you can\'t stand without support,
You\'ve always lacked support.
Where were they when you called?
As you lie down your shirt sticks to your back,
It\'s soaked, sweat,
You\'re hot, don\'t close your eyes,
If you close them now you might not wake up.
Just for a second you see a figure,
Is it God, or is it the devil?
There are arrows,
One left and one right,
Which way do you turn?
You know you shouldn\'t have swallowed so many
Of those small crumbly white sweets.
But you were hungry,
Hungry to be with her,
To hold her and smoothe the ends of her hair flat,
To feel her heart beat and her cheeks brush against yours.
You didn\'t want it to be this way,
She\'s lost without you, you\'re lost without her.
Can you hear her calling now?
You begin to shake and the light above flickers,
Faces appear, relatives, people of the past,
Don\'t scream anymore, hush for a while,
You\'ll be with her soon.
She\'s calling you again,
Close your eyes this time.
Can you see her,
She\'s looking for you,
Don\'t keep her waiting.
No one will understand why you took your life,
But she does, and you do.
You\'re together now, that\'s it,
Take her hand, give her a kiss.
Now look down on your mom and dad,
Everyone who loves you.
Look at them crying and shouting.
What\'s wrong?
You\'re OK now, everything\'s going to be alright.
You took your life tonight
And
You
Took
Theirs
Too.