I found a spirit and a soul with a spark
But I figured it out quickly
And it broke my heart,
So I took a pathway between evergreens
Getting lost in a forest I never could leave
Eyes seduced me and you began to tease
But I finally realised it was make-believe.
I planned my escape and devised a plan
But my vision was hazy and I couldn't see
Anything but your face staring back at me.
If I asked you a question you'd say 'yes you're mine'
Even if I asked if you would kill me
A thousand times.
Sunset
The light of the moon,
The sweetness of your kiss,
When you're gone,
It's you I miss,
The sunset skys,
Whispers on the air,
Just you and me,
Without a care,
The wind in the trees,
When you stand,
I go weak,
Right in the knees,
Sounds of the ocean,
Your spirit is near,
On the edge of the cliff,
My mind seems clear,
Remember the day we first met,
Perfectly well,
When you're gone,
Seems like hell,
The rain starts to pour,
We dash for cover,
I hold you tight,
Knowing you're my lover,
Now as the night,
Closes to the end,
Throw petals off the cliff,
Watch them descend,
The candlelit meal,
The hurried goodnight,
Poisoned Affair
The light of the moon,
The guilt inside,
The pain and sorrow,
You always hide.
The rushed letter,
The ink in the pen,
You know I'm sorry,
Don't leave me again.
Turn off the light,
Shut the door,
Just go right home,
No point anymore.
Whispers surround me,
Your moist, gentle lips,
Drink the poison,
Take careless sips.
The battle is lost,
I win once more,
You haunt me all night,
Terror I ignore.
Tied, Free
Strange ghostly presence,
Hands tied behing ur back,
Evil is waiting,
Sleep you do lack.
The cold wind blows,
Heat missing from the room,
Shadows cascade,
Thoughts of doom.
The rain pours down,
Clock laughing in your face,
Wooden door creaks,
Sentimental case.
Totally lost in thought,
Now you are free,
The clouds up above,
Now you are me.
Rainbow Lie
Under the rainbow,
So far away,
People are sitting,
Not knowing what to say.
Sunny glazed haze,
Birds soar high,
Under the clouds,
We live a lie.
Misty eyes,
Can't hold back,
Treasured possesions,
Held in my pack.
Long journey now,
The road which I need,
Huge stretch of path,
Where will it lead?
Mysterious Boy
Met a boy who was never wrong,
Always right,
Never changed,
Thought he might.
The moods were unbearable,
Weekends wasted,
Clingy friends,
I never hated.
Totally unpredictable,
Lashing out all the time,
Just take back what's yours,
I'll take back what's mine.
The love was lost,
The love was dead,
Thoughts of guilt,
Lay in your head.
Questions - Lost all hope by snoopy-dog, literature
Literature
Questions - Lost all hope
Questions
Crying now,
Crying then,
Pain inside rips me part,
Sickly vibes,
Love disregarded,
Stand alone,
Under the moon,
Thinking...thinking,
What now?
What if?
I just can't resist,
Temptation attacks,
Crumbles away.
Doubting, waiting,
Please make your move,
I'm just alone,
Wanting, wishing,
When will I see you?
Heart sinks,
Down deep,
Unpleasureable, angry,
Come to me,
Alone, alone,
Lost in hope.
Please be near
It's what I ask,
What I need to know,
Don't block it out,
Feel so low.
Stop the torture,
Stop the pain,
Stop the wind,
Wont move again.
Let us be joined,
I want much more,
Come back to me now,
Tis what life is for.
Never argue,
Never be mad,
Never hate me,
Don't want to be sad.
Talk to me,
Problems I hear,
Breath on my face,
It's you so near.
You Know who you are
To see you're near,
To be so close,
Your fragrant smell,
What I miss most.
Your sweet smile,
Your warm sense,
Come near me,
Don't be tense.
Don't want to hurt you,
Or give you pain,
Be with me,
Under summer rain.
The Walk
Empty and numb,
The room is bare,
Out in the street,
People stare,
Tears are a treasure to me,
Wasted and useless,
I pay the fee,
No one to comprehend,
No money to lend,
Touchy and pathetic,
To ill to talk,
Wasted lifetime,
One dull walk,
The breeze in the trees,
The will to persevere,
Visions in my head,
Never clear,
Weak and in denial,
Muddy and fearless,
Tears are a treasure to me.
Day of Aid
An air of tension,
A sea of wasps,
Blinding sun,
Dazzling light.
Mistaken lies,
Sugar coated clouds,
Misty mornings,
Birds fly high.
Wind in the trees,
Branches breaking,
Leaves blow,
Cold drops.
Rain pours,
Streams down,
Digging dip,
Earth flooded ground.
A silent battered blue
waits patiently for me
morbidly for me
In the dark crevices labeled
Self-defeat
heartlessness
Emptiness
And pulses an aura I do not comprehend
And hear only in the subtlest of forms
The whispers at the tale ends of breezes
Through a song I have never heard
But danced a hundred times
This blue beckoning beat has no
substance or style
Musically, it is uninclined
and with that
I am disenchanted
But the blue is bothered not
It prods at the very intestines of my brain
pulling and tearing
Hairs go white and fade into fate
But the blue will not subside
Flight is an impossibility
Sadness,
an inevitabilit
Bridges over rain-For Mom by water-elemental, literature
Literature
Bridges over rain-For Mom
Pouring rain darkens the Earth
As to blend into the sky
All the color is apathetic, in truth
But my eyes are red first.
The Earth absorbs the rain to hide
those tears the gray clouds cry
You can shower down your sadness
I'm still going to see the Sky
I'll build bridges over the raindrops
Pave the airs inbetween
sliver spiral stairs upwards
Those blues will yet be seen
Stand beneath the gates of High
And burst through the gray...
Heaven holds it's open arms
The bridges have lead the way
All the freedom I've found from
This discomfort and pain
All because I was able to build
Bridges over rain.
have you ever had the feeling where
you head is spliting in two
and so is your personaliy?
or have you ever sensed that
something lies just below the surface
and then get smacked in the head by a RC airplane?
have you ever just wanted to
take the pent up rage out on something
and strangled the beef chimichonga in the fridge?
When you are so angry that
you would run you head through a wall (no joke)
and instead turned to metal working a woman out of sheet metal?
Have you ever questioned that
if you had the chance
would you live in all moments for one time?
or all times in one moment?
would you like to realize
that you are com
You fed me speeches of poison
And made me swallow them whole.
I coughed, spluttered,
Sticky liquid touched upon my lips,
Seeped down my chin
Like a gargling new born.
I became scared and hid under your wings,
Dusted with filth from your flights
Through the night sky.
I questioned your motives -
You took your stick and whipped me,
Lashes across my back.
When I cried you stuffed rags into my mouth,
Prepared, soaked in a vile concotion
Of processed fruit.
I struggled - I wish I hadn't.
The knots upon my wrists became tighter
And my veins became more visible.
I shrieked at my rope burns
Into which you rubbed salt and butter.
I've not been on here in 54 weeks. I only remembered I had this account when I was looking for a file.
I will probably clear everything except poetry off here at some point.
I am so busy with my Art at the moment.
I have a Christmas deadline, I'm ahead, but I'm still worrying about things getting handed in on time!
I love what I've produced. That sounds completely arrogant, but if I didn't like it, I wouldn't have created it really, would I?!
I am working on piece 3/3 of the series based on Rauschenberg studies.
I will take photographs when I'm done!
"Because today's so special it really wouldn't do, to send one simple birthday wish to last the whole year through... So this wishes happy moments, a day when dreams come true, and a year that's filled with all the things that mean the most to you."